Runaways

Brielle and I went to the pumpkin patch today with Sarah, Brylee, Samantha, Austin and Emma.  It was a beautiful day so I thought I would really love it but all I could think about all day was how next week is my last week to be with her during the day.  I'm literally dying inside thinking about it and there is no cure.  I sat in bed last night and cried my eyes out basically until I fell asleep while Chris tried to make me feel better.  The whole drive to the pumpkin I had salty tears streaming down my face. In a frantic effort I tried to think of crazy ways I could get enough money to stay home and be with my sweet girl everyday.  My mind went off the deep end as I drove further and further south (where we never ever go) and I had a quick thought to just keep on driving.  Then I remembered I only had four dollars in cash with me and I would miss my husband terribly.  Oh my gosh I have turned into one of those crazy psycho moms!!!  I quickly decided against the idea and turned at the pumpkin patch.  Maybe I will find a a random bag of money on the side of the road or discover the cure to Cancer by next week so I can stay with Brielle.

Brylee and Brielle after the pumpkin patch.